I am a 36 year old mother of four, twice married and hopefully not twice divorced. My husband and I are going through a rough time, and on top of that I am looking to find some peace within myself, become accepting of myself,and learn that my self worth is not through other people, but through my own eyes. I hope to find love deep within myself, self respect and self esteem and to learn to be happy no matter what god hands down to me.